# 39 June 16, 2015

Dear Desiree and Daisy,

A month ago, your daddy sent a letter to your mom telling her that we had some very special important news to share with you. He told her that your dad and I really wanted to do it over the phone's video chat capabilities. So that we could see one another.

You mom wrote us back and today we received that letter. She does not approve of us talking to you over video chat to tell you about the baby.

I can't live all my special moments in life to not include you.

I want you to know some things....

Your Dad loves you so much. You Dad and I had to move away. We did not decide that we did not want to live near you anymore one day and leave. If people are telling you that they are lying. Simple as that. If you pray for the truth God will shine in your hearts.

Your Dad and I miss you all the time. We keep a part of our home always designated for you. Pictures, your things, things we collect for you.

And no matter what anyone says, God will have my back on this one, and I want you to know that...

WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU no matter who tells you we don't.

I have some news now... That I wanted to tell you face to face. But since your mom won't allow me to talk to you I have to do it this way. This is NOT the right way. This is NOT the way we planned. But this is the current only way no one can stop me from writing you and talking to you.


So I am sorry it has to be this way. We had a very big plan to have things very special to tell you and I am deeply sorry that it won;t be allowed to happen. It makes me and your Dad very sad.

So here it is....

You are going to be BIG SISTERS!!!


There is a precious little baby that God put in my belly growing in there and no matter what anyone tells you, no matter how horrible they make it sound I want you to know this always

GOD CHOSE YOU TO BE BIG SISTERS!

God knew you would be make terrific big sisters and this little baby will hopefully grow nice and strong and be born healthy into this world. It will be your little brother or your little sister FOREVER no matter what anyone says about it. GOD picked you to have a little baby sister or bother to love and it loves you forever too.

So no matter what anyone says,

Your Dad loved you first. He will continue to love you forever.

I loved you when I met you. I will continue to love you forever.

This little baby growing knows that God gave you to it as sisters and it will love you forever.

No matter what anyone says, God will show you that this what I say is the truth. I promise. Forever!

God never makes a mistake. So we know already that this baby was meant to grow up to love you. And that is such a great gift from God.


I will keep you posted as the baby grows. We find out if it is a boy or girl in a few weeks. I cannot wait to find out!


Here are two pictures of me right now. My belly is growing fast and is round.

Every night Roko has to check the baby. He sniffs my belly for a few minutes to check on the baby. If I do not let him he cries until I do. It is super cute!

I love you always no matter what,

Teta Tonka